my fav boo

I love him so much :* , my dear , my baby boo , my boyfriend ,  my fiancee , my husband <3 . no one can take him from me , he's mine forever :") . " you're special boo n you're my fav :) , rmmbr that syg " . i can't imagine if i lose him :/ , my life is NOTHING . forever love syg :D ,  i'll keep my promise dear <3 . WILL YOU BE MINE FOREVER LOVE :) ?

XOXO  lots of love ,

bella <3

wholedaywithhim

1.september.2011 , third raya ,  with love <3 

He wore a baju melayu and he look so damn handsome in baju melayu seriously i'm so melted hihi. that day we went to the movies , time dlm movie tu ada satu part ni dia ckp "you always my fav" then Aizal pandang i n he said " you always my fav " oh god that time i was like "...*speechless*...*blushing*." the whole daaayyyy i hold his waist n his hand :") . then  ada time ni he hugged me n he said "i sayang you sgt sgt " hehe :D . you know what , he gave me a necklace <3 , i love it so much :) . that time i pandang tempat lain then tgk tgk dia pakaikn necklace tu , OH MY GOD , HE SO SWEET , I LOVE AIZAL SO MUCH ! then i kiss on his cheek n said i love you :) . we laughed together n the funniest thing is "HUISH THING" only me n Aizal know about it , HAHA . i swear , that day is the best day ever in my life :')

XOXO lots of love , 

bella<3

nextphotoshot

oh god , im so in love with photoshot thing , its FUN okay . maybe after this i wanna try outdoor photoshot , to me it's kinda awkward o.O , so yeah . like my ibu said " try something new " . can't wait for next photoshot :D , maybe after raya . i hope it will be awesome . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee , excited (!)

XOXO lots of love ,

bella<3

fuckingexcited :3

tomorrow i'll meet my love , Aizal <3 . can't wait oh , seriously (!) .berbuka with him at nandos , maybe lah . im so craving salad at nandos :3 , hehe . i hope tomrrow be a good day not a bad day , Amin :) . i think , maybe just both of us . im soooo excited :D .

XOXO lots of love ,

bella<3

everydayevrynightcry

i can't take it anymore ! this thing always make me cry . oh god , im not strong enough to handle this shit thing :'( , its so fucking  HURT  (!)  uurrrgghhhhh !  :/. i hate it so much :'( . yaAllah , kau kuat kn lah hambamu ni , AMIN .

XOXO lot of love ,

bella<3

fuckschool

today , pergi school alone , mcm CB . all my friend did'nt come to school -.- . but nasib baik all dudes dtg , ada sharin , akeem n others . today kinda bored oh sbb asyik tidur dlm class , lol . yeah , as usual Alif being shit , i hate it when he mess with me , so FUCKING ANNOYING -.- . suka kacau aku dlm class , bodoh punya orang asli , haha . balik from school around 12pm then smpi rumah terus tidur , haha . okay done for today story :)

XOXO lots of love  ,

bella <3 

invisible

oh GOD  , i hate this feeling . they treat me like im invisible . hmm , evryday n evrynight i always think about it n this thing always make wanna cry . sometimes you guys seem like already forget about me , seriously :( . tadi terkena lagi , its feel like someone punched me on my face , that shit thing hurt my heart so much . but im pretend everything good n nothing happen because i don't want any fighthing took place between us :/ , i love you guys so much .

XOXO , lots of love

bella <3