Tuesday, September 20

my fav boo


I love him so much :* , my dear , my baby boo , my boyfriend ,  my fiancee , my husband <3 . no one can take him from me , he's mine forever :") . " you're special boo n you're my fav :) , rmmbr that syg " . i can't imagine if i lose him :/ , my life is NOTHING . forever love syg :D ,  i'll keep my promise dear <3 . WILL YOU BE MINE FOREVER LOVE :) ?
XOXO  lots of love ,
bella <3

wholedaywithhim


1.september.2011 , third raya ,  with love <3 

He wore a baju melayu and he look so damn handsome in baju melayu seriously i'm so melted hihi. that day we went to the movies , time dlm movie tu ada satu part ni dia ckp "you always my fav" then Aizal pandang i n he said " you always my fav " oh god that time i was like "...*speechless*...*blushing*." the whole daaayyyy i hold his waist n his hand :") . then  ada time ni he hugged me n he said "i sayang you sgt sgt " hehe :D . you know what , he gave me a necklace <3 , i love it so much :) . that time i pandang tempat lain then tgk tgk dia pakaikn necklace tu , OH MY GOD , HE SO SWEET , I LOVE AIZAL SO MUCH ! then i kiss on his cheek n said i love you :) . we laughed together n the funniest thing is "HUISH THING" only me n Aizal know about it , HAHA . i swear , that day is the best day ever in my life :')
XOXO lots of love , 
bella<3

Sunday, August 21

nextphotoshot


oh god , im so in love with photoshot thing , its FUN okay . maybe after this i wanna try outdoor photoshot , to me it's kinda awkward o.O , so yeah . like my ibu said " try something new " . can't wait for next photoshot :D , maybe after raya . i hope it will be awesome . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee , excited (!)
XOXO lots of love ,
bella<3

Friday, August 19

fuckingexcited :3


tomorrow i'll meet my love , Aizal <3 . can't wait oh , seriously (!) .berbuka with him at nandos , maybe lah . im so craving salad at nandos :3 , hehe . i hope tomrrow be a good day not a bad day , Amin :) . i think , maybe just both of us . im soooo excited :D .
XOXO lots of love ,
bella<3

everydayevrynightcry

i can't take it anymore ! this thing always make me cry . oh god , im not strong enough to handle this shit thing :'( , its so fucking  HURT  (!)  uurrrgghhhhh !  :/. i hate it so much :'( . yaAllah , kau kuat kn lah hambamu ni , AMIN .
XOXO lot of love ,
bella<3

fuckschool

today , pergi school alone , mcm CB . all my friend did'nt come to school -.- . but nasib baik all dudes dtg , ada sharin , akeem n others . today kinda bored oh sbb asyik tidur dlm class , lol . yeah , as usual Alif being shit , i hate it when he mess with me , so FUCKING ANNOYING -.- . suka kacau aku dlm class , bodoh punya orang asli , haha . balik from school around 12pm then smpi rumah terus tidur , haha . okay done for today story :)

XOXO lots of love  ,
bella <3 

Tuesday, August 16

invisible

oh GOD  , i hate this feeling . they treat me like im invisible . hmm , evryday n evrynight i always think about it n this thing always make wanna cry . sometimes you guys seem like already forget about me , seriously :( . tadi terkena lagi , its feel like someone punched me on my face , that shit thing hurt my heart so much . but im pretend everything good n nothing happen because i don't want any fighthing took place between us :/ , i love you guys so much .
XOXO , lots of love
bella <3    

Saturday, August 13

Tengku Nur Aishah


meet my cutechubby bestfriend Tengku Nur Aishah or you kan call her aishah but now everybody call her ESAH , idk why , eiqa start it first , LOL . she's kind , lovely person n sensitive person . ALWAYS PASRAH , hahaha . i know her since form 1 ke standrd 5 , i didn't remember lah  :/ . yes ofcourse , i love her like my own sister :) . BACKOFF BOYS : SHE'S TAKEN .


p/s: if you hurt her , i'll kick your fucking face motherfucker

Izzati Bidasari


meet my awesome bestfriend , Izzati Bidasari or you can call her zati *sometimes i love to call her BIDASARI :') . i know her since form 1 or 2 kot , haha . she's kind person , veryFUNNYperson , noisy girl . she's always make me laugh n everyone laugh . she's FUCKINGFUNNY . i swear , if you hang out with her you will laugh every second , minute n hour *you know what i mean ;) , heee . BACKOFF BOYS : SHE'S TAKEN .  she's a small person , haha . like something diffrent .  i love her like my own sister :) . 

p/s: if you hurt her , i'll kick your fucking face :)

NurAtiqahNanyan


meet my preety bestfriend lovely classmate , Nur Atiqah Nanyan or you can call her Eiqa :) . i know her since standard  4 or 5 kot , haha . yeaaah , i love her like my own sister <3 . , hmm how i can describe about her yeahh ? sometimes she's funny , noisy girl , love to eat evrything , haha . she's not into with " in relationship thing"*i think , mayb , haha . n she's SENSETIIPPP YAWW  , hahaha . only that i can tell you about this girl ~ bye bye :)
p/s: if you hurt her , i'll kick your fucking face motherfucker :)

Thursday, August 11

Allya Adrina


Allya Adrina , i hope you read this post . im sorry for everything n im sorry if i hurt your felling . i didn't mean at all . bella tak pernah nak kutuk or perli allya on twitter . allya salah faham , i never want to curse you allya . bella taknak pasal salah faham ni allya ignore bella . yaAllah , sumpah nk nangis :'( . bella ingt lagi that time yg kita slow talk about gaduh ni , allya cakap " kita tk boleh baca hati orang " i swear allya , that time bella nk menngis allya ckp mcm tu . alya buat bella rasa ni  bad person , liars n unreliable friends that sucks okay n its make me want to cry . bella nk slow talk about this thing but im to afraid to talk about it , tak berani n tktau nk ckp apa . now my best friend or my sis hates me :'( .Allya Adrina , i miss you so much , i miss your smile n laugh allya . i miss everything about you , im sorry , hmmm :'(

MISS HIM SO BADLY :/


i miss aizal so much :'(  . oh god , i miss the hug , i miss the kiss , i miss the smile , urrgghh i miss him so much :/ . i wish the whole day i can spend time with you , just both of us :) . but i can't , hmm .

Tuesday, August 9

i'm taken



Wan Muhammad Aizal <3
oh god , thanks for giving me this wonderfull boy :') , seriously im so grateful . before this , no one love me , take care of me , always making me happy laugh smile evrything , as he did to me :) . hm , im so in love with this boy . he's my everything  . My dear Aizal ,  i don't need anyone else , just only you in my life . your persence in my life makes me the luckiest girl . im so sorry , if im not perfect for you n im not pretty for you . i promise , you always in my heart and i won't leave you . i love you so much :*
remmember : i always love you  <3

im a new blogger :B

urrrgghh , im so lameee -.- , baru buat blog , haha . so yeeaah , HELLO :) . my real or full name is Norsaidatul Nabilah bt Zuzaimay . you can call me saidatul nabella , nabella or bella . don't ever call me saidatul , i hate that name -.- , mcm bibik punya nama , hahaha . im sweet sixteen . curentlly staying at Shah Alam , Selangor . stuudying at SMKS9 (ninersmengelabah) XD . im a friendly person , kind n yg paling penting bising :) , haha . im not pretty *sooo true :D . hmmm , mayb only that i can describe about myself