nextphotoshot

oh god , im so in love with photoshot thing , its FUN okay . maybe after this i wanna try outdoor photoshot , to me it's kinda awkward o.O , so yeah . like my ibu said " try something new " . can't wait for next photoshot :D , maybe after raya . i hope it will be awesome . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee , excited (!)

XOXO lots of love ,

bella<3

fuckingexcited :3

tomorrow i'll meet my love , Aizal <3 . can't wait oh , seriously (!) .berbuka with him at nandos , maybe lah . im so craving salad at nandos :3 , hehe . i hope tomrrow be a good day not a bad day , Amin :) . i think , maybe just both of us . im soooo excited :D .

XOXO lots of love ,

bella<3

everydayevrynightcry

i can't take it anymore ! this thing always make me cry . oh god , im not strong enough to handle this shit thing :'( , its so fucking  HURT  (!)  uurrrgghhhhh !  :/. i hate it so much :'( . yaAllah , kau kuat kn lah hambamu ni , AMIN .

XOXO lot of love ,

bella<3

fuckschool

today , pergi school alone , mcm CB . all my friend did'nt come to school -.- . but nasib baik all dudes dtg , ada sharin , akeem n others . today kinda bored oh sbb asyik tidur dlm class , lol . yeah , as usual Alif being shit , i hate it when he mess with me , so FUCKING ANNOYING -.- . suka kacau aku dlm class , bodoh punya orang asli , haha . balik from school around 12pm then smpi rumah terus tidur , haha . okay done for today story :)

XOXO lots of love  ,

bella <3 

invisible

oh GOD  , i hate this feeling . they treat me like im invisible . hmm , evryday n evrynight i always think about it n this thing always make wanna cry . sometimes you guys seem like already forget about me , seriously :( . tadi terkena lagi , its feel like someone punched me on my face , that shit thing hurt my heart so much . but im pretend everything good n nothing happen because i don't want any fighthing took place between us :/ , i love you guys so much .

XOXO , lots of love

bella <3    

Tengku Nur Aishah

meet my cutechubby bestfriend Tengku Nur Aishah or you kan call her aishah but now everybody call her ESAH , idk why , eiqa start it first , LOL . she's kind , lovely person n sensitive person . ALWAYS PASRAH , hahaha . i know her since form 1 ke standrd 5 , i didn't remember lah  :/ . yes ofcourse , i love her like my own sister :) . BACKOFF BOYS : SHE'S TAKEN .

p/s: if you hurt her , i'll kick your fucking face motherfucker

Izzati Bidasari

meet my awesome bestfriend , Izzati Bidasari or you can call her zati *sometimes i love to call her BIDASARI :') . i know her since form 1 or 2 kot , haha . she's kind person , veryFUNNYperson , noisy girl . she's always make me laugh n everyone laugh . she's FUCKINGFUNNY . i swear , if you hang out with her you will laugh every second , minute n hour *you know what i mean ;) , heee . BACKOFF BOYS : SHE'S TAKEN .  she's a small person , haha . like something diffrent .  i love her like my own sister :) . 

p/s: if you hurt her , i'll kick your fucking face :)